a “love you”
will never mean as much as an
“i love you”
if i were to die today
what would everyone do tomorrow. continue their lives. honestly the only people who would actually care would just be my family. i feel like if i were to end my life today nobody would really care about it. people have felt pity and sorrow for me, not because they give a damn but because they feel obligated too. just like how people would be obligated to go to my funeral. even if i was friends with myself, i probably wouldnt even go to my own funeral. i havent created a bond with anyone stronger than family. ive never made relationships with people outside my house hold, or even tried. i know people wouldnt care. they would just feel obligated too.
my whole life consists of wondering whether or not to make the bitchy comment
(Source: pregnat4, via kaliethegr8)
